Last monday I took 28, 100 mg trazadone, 40, 5 ml xanax and chased it with a bottle of smirnoff. I spent the first day on oxygen, at one point they used the defib, vomitted everywhere, was too weak to move but was okay to move to the psychiatric floor after the second day, where I spent five days. I don’t remember much of it and really don’t want to, I want it to go away but you guys
Please Please Please take care of yourself, build up your support group, know who and were you can ask for help, don’t be afraid to call suicide hotlines or messenger. You are important, you are beautiful and you can get through this, life is difficult, even more for us trans* folks. Make sure to reach out to each other. We need to come together as a community and care for each other.
Here is the link for the facebook group I am in:
Transgender Suicide Watch